So when we first starred this. My so asked me during our first Christmas together what I would want so I told him " if your going to get me something get me a teddy bear I can sleep with" well he got me three...I was excited....ever since then any birthday or Christmas I have gotten just a couple of video games and I dont want to sound ungrateful however ..like for Christmas he asked me what I wanted and I felt silly telling him that I wanted a promise ring..and was excited when he said OK...well Christmas came and I was expecting a promise ring and ya I got two games...and here again I just had my birthday and he sent me a present and ya well its again two games...
I get it he's a gamer and I like playing games as well however I just dont feel like he knows me at all. Also its discoursing that with every Christmas and birthday I go out of my way to listen to him and get him things he needs or wants.
Last Christmas I got him a PS4 pro and some games, and his birthday I got him games and called his favorite sandwich shop and had lunch delivered to him and also called his favorite smoking hangout and paid for him and his buddies to smoke that night...it took a lot of time and effort and planning for those things to go into place from a distance and idk it seems silly but it irritates me that he doesn't out the same effort in
Am I wrong for feeling this way???
I get it he's a gamer and I like playing games as well however I just dont feel like he knows me at all. Also its discoursing that with every Christmas and birthday I go out of my way to listen to him and get him things he needs or wants.
Last Christmas I got him a PS4 pro and some games, and his birthday I got him games and called his favorite sandwich shop and had lunch delivered to him and also called his favorite smoking hangout and paid for him and his buddies to smoke that night...it took a lot of time and effort and planning for those things to go into place from a distance and idk it seems silly but it irritates me that he doesn't out the same effort in
Am I wrong for feeling this way???
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