So I moved to Illinois from Georgia in January 2015 and we met February, started talking in April and started dating in July of that same year. My family did not like Illinois and decided to move back in August. That's when everything hit us and we realized we loved each other. We obviously kept in touch and tried to make this ldr work. I would go visit whenever I could. I went in September, October and December of 2015. We broke up but still kept talking as if we were in a relationship. I visited him on his birthday in January 2016 then he wanted to "see" other girls in March. My heart could not take that and I told him I needed to be left alone. We stopped talking for what we thought was forever. Then he texts me in May and I, still having deep feelings for him, welcome him back into my life. Again, we start talking as if we are in a relationship but we are not. I visit him in October 2016. We are happy and just enjoying each other's ld company. We talk every day. I finally visit him in February of this year and everything seems fine. We love each other and don't want to be apart but still are not girlfriend/ boyfriend. We talked every day until one day in April, he was dodging me and did not talk to me for 3 days. I knew something was wrong but never figured it was because he met someone at work. He asked her out on a date. Basically, whatever we had was over. He said it was just one date but he is still seeing her. I tried to let him go but he still calls and texts me. He says he still loves me and always will and that he misses me but the distance sucks. I miss him too. 
My question is should I surprise visit him? Or is that completely foolish of me? I just want to see him and know that I tried and gave it all I had. I don't want to wonder "what if" or " I should have gone".
My question is should I surprise visit him? Or is that completely foolish of me? I just want to see him and know that I tried and gave it all I had. I don't want to wonder "what if" or " I should have gone".
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