First, refer to me as Zack. The forum name is just an alias I use for everything.
Anyway, here's the situation. I'm older than her, I'll be 19 in just a few days and she's still a Junior in high school. I'm attending my first year of College and well... The first week of it was terrible. It was an orientation week that was incredibly busy and I spent almost all of my time busy, my text messages sent to her were really lack-luster, and there was little to no time at all to talk with her. That's not the worst of it, once that passed it only got worse and I made a huge mistake and broke up with her because I thought that was the best option for both of us. Now, after a week or two, I've finally figured out everything that I got tossed in to and why we were fighting (this includes fights before College too). It was me, I was a jerk and now I know it. I've apologized to her for it because that's all I could do. I finally realized how much I really loved her and how amazing she was. So... I asked for her back. Not in a simple manner what-so-ever... I just tried to get her back. She won't budge and I'm going crazy. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't even organize a forum post because I'm so incredibly upset. What can I do to get her back? Can I even get her back? She keeps saying things like she doesn't love me and when I sent her a good morning she told me she had someone else to tell her good morning now and that that person is more important. She acts like she never had feelings for me, but I believe it's a facade. We're nearing 2 years, I know she loves me... Somewhere in that mess...
Edit: I apologize for the text block and frantic formatting of the message... I'm just a mess right now.
Anyway, here's the situation. I'm older than her, I'll be 19 in just a few days and she's still a Junior in high school. I'm attending my first year of College and well... The first week of it was terrible. It was an orientation week that was incredibly busy and I spent almost all of my time busy, my text messages sent to her were really lack-luster, and there was little to no time at all to talk with her. That's not the worst of it, once that passed it only got worse and I made a huge mistake and broke up with her because I thought that was the best option for both of us. Now, after a week or two, I've finally figured out everything that I got tossed in to and why we were fighting (this includes fights before College too). It was me, I was a jerk and now I know it. I've apologized to her for it because that's all I could do. I finally realized how much I really loved her and how amazing she was. So... I asked for her back. Not in a simple manner what-so-ever... I just tried to get her back. She won't budge and I'm going crazy. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't even organize a forum post because I'm so incredibly upset. What can I do to get her back? Can I even get her back? She keeps saying things like she doesn't love me and when I sent her a good morning she told me she had someone else to tell her good morning now and that that person is more important. She acts like she never had feelings for me, but I believe it's a facade. We're nearing 2 years, I know she loves me... Somewhere in that mess...
Edit: I apologize for the text block and frantic formatting of the message... I'm just a mess right now.
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