Hello
Thank you for taking the time to read my post I shall try not to ramble on too much.
In November I spent a two week holiday in the states visiting my boyfriend. It was amazing we had so much fun and just being physically near him made me the happiest I have been in years. (Anyways I won't bore you guys with the rest) When it was time for me to come home i cried like crazy at the airport and on the plane. I missed him so much and when I was home I cried a little more but as the days went on I began to get back into my normal routine of work and family coping a little more each day but still missing him like crazy.
I thought I was coping well but recently it has gotten worse and I dont know what to do about it. I worry all the time that I am falling out of love with him when he has done nothing to give me that idea infact he has done nothing but prove to me that he loves me and wants to be with me and I know that I love him and want to be with him too. I know the distance is my biggest problem and I wish with all my heart that we could close it soon as it kills me to think of how far away he is. I dont want my own stupidity and over reactions to ruin my relationship with him as I love him very much.
I apologize if this just sounds like some inane rambling but I just had to get this off my chest. I love my boyfriend so very much and I want us to be together. If anyone has been through this or is going through something similar I would love to hear from you. Any advice from people who have beaten the distance and overcame hard trials would be greatly appriciated.
Again sorry the rambling.
Thank you for taking the time to read my post I shall try not to ramble on too much.
In November I spent a two week holiday in the states visiting my boyfriend. It was amazing we had so much fun and just being physically near him made me the happiest I have been in years. (Anyways I won't bore you guys with the rest) When it was time for me to come home i cried like crazy at the airport and on the plane. I missed him so much and when I was home I cried a little more but as the days went on I began to get back into my normal routine of work and family coping a little more each day but still missing him like crazy.
I thought I was coping well but recently it has gotten worse and I dont know what to do about it. I worry all the time that I am falling out of love with him when he has done nothing to give me that idea infact he has done nothing but prove to me that he loves me and wants to be with me and I know that I love him and want to be with him too. I know the distance is my biggest problem and I wish with all my heart that we could close it soon as it kills me to think of how far away he is. I dont want my own stupidity and over reactions to ruin my relationship with him as I love him very much.
I apologize if this just sounds like some inane rambling but I just had to get this off my chest. I love my boyfriend so very much and I want us to be together. If anyone has been through this or is going through something similar I would love to hear from you. Any advice from people who have beaten the distance and overcame hard trials would be greatly appriciated.
Again sorry the rambling.
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