I am missing my SO so very much today. I miss him everyday but today is just... ugh! Most days I can manage the distance. I woke up feeling normal, happy. Now, sitting at my desk at work and all I can seem to think about is being with him again. It's been a few months since we have been together and I would do anything to be in his arms. I know him and I will be able to see each other again soon but the uncertainty is killing me.
We are facing a big step in moving forward and it is bringing us both slight anxiety. How do I stay collected when there is only one thing holding us back from being together? Its been a few weeks since he has made the decision to at least tell his mom about me.. I don't want to rush him but its literally the only thing preventing a visit. I want to bring it up to him and see where his head is, if he plans on telling her on their family vacation next week or is he waiting on telling her after his most important exam at the end of August. But at the same time I dont want him to feel like I am pressuring him into telling her before he is ready to do so, because I am not. I just have questions but I feel like I would be putting too much on him by asking them. I am trying my best to be patient and supportive.
Days like today... I just don't know if I can put on my happy face. I'm not sure what to do.
We are facing a big step in moving forward and it is bringing us both slight anxiety. How do I stay collected when there is only one thing holding us back from being together? Its been a few weeks since he has made the decision to at least tell his mom about me.. I don't want to rush him but its literally the only thing preventing a visit. I want to bring it up to him and see where his head is, if he plans on telling her on their family vacation next week or is he waiting on telling her after his most important exam at the end of August. But at the same time I dont want him to feel like I am pressuring him into telling her before he is ready to do so, because I am not. I just have questions but I feel like I would be putting too much on him by asking them. I am trying my best to be patient and supportive.
Days like today... I just don't know if I can put on my happy face. I'm not sure what to do.
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