Will left about 2 hours ago. We had a perfect time while he was here. I'm trying to be strong, but this sucks. I came home and was kind of mopey, but my family doesn't really get it. I'm not sure if they ignore the fact that I'm upset because they're not sure what to say or if they just really don't see that this sucks for me so much. Either way, I don't have any support at home really.
We talked about closing the distance before he left, and we have pretty definite plans to do so next summer. I'm worried about it though. Money is a big issue, and he's had such a hard time finding a job here. The plan now is to save money and move here without a job because he's run into so many obstacles with finding a job from out of state. I like that plan because it means he'll be here sooner, but it's also scary because there's no guarantee when/if he'll find a job. I'm working on some things that will give him more security when he gets here, but it's still stressful. I just hope it all works out.
We'll get to see each other again right after Christmas, but I'm ready to stop saying bye at the airport!!!
We talked about closing the distance before he left, and we have pretty definite plans to do so next summer. I'm worried about it though. Money is a big issue, and he's had such a hard time finding a job here. The plan now is to save money and move here without a job because he's run into so many obstacles with finding a job from out of state. I like that plan because it means he'll be here sooner, but it's also scary because there's no guarantee when/if he'll find a job. I'm working on some things that will give him more security when he gets here, but it's still stressful. I just hope it all works out.
We'll get to see each other again right after Christmas, but I'm ready to stop saying bye at the airport!!!
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