I am 10 hours away from my boyfriend, and we've been together for a year and eight months... I drive to see him once a month, and every time I go it gets harder. I'm going to transfer to be with him in fall 2011, but it's torture waiting. I miss him so much... I sit awake and cry almost every night, trying to hide it from my roommate and best friend. I never have cried like this. I'm not a person who cries, I've busted my face open and had to get stitches and didn't cry. I'm normally really tough, but now I feel horrible, and miss him terribly. I've never really been afraid of anything either, but I'm so scared of losing him.
I never really understood how people could say they couldn't survive without another person, but now I do. I feel sick and feel like I would be completely lost without him. We don't fight, and we love each other very much. I'm just so sad and so scared.
I never really understood how people could say they couldn't survive without another person, but now I do. I feel sick and feel like I would be completely lost without him. We don't fight, and we love each other very much. I'm just so sad and so scared.
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