Update on my life
Hello everybody!
I know it has been a while, but I needed a little time off from talking to couples and happy people in love. The last month and some days have been extremely rough on me. Not only the break-up with Jess bothered my mind 24/7, but all hell broke lose a couple weeks after. But let's go step by step.
Jess and I are not back together, but we are finally talking to each other again. She asked me to completely stop communicating with each other for a few weeks so "we can BOTH move on" (quote: her last email after the break-up). Until one week ago, we haven't talked a single word over the phone. Some emails once in a while, but only about the joint bank account, taxes, and all that legal stuff we still have to take care of. At one point, I decided to tell her that I really miss talking to her and then within 5 minutes, she asked me if we could talk over the phone. It turned out that she really missed talking to me as well, and it was not working for the both of us not talking to each other. What does that mean? Does she want to get back together? (it is not a rhetorical question, so feel free to put in your opinion) I mean, my job search is still not looking too hot, so I have no possibility to move back. I believe that me moving back would make everything go alright. I still love her more than my life.
On Monday, I actually had my dream job offered to me from a company in Detroit, but they were not willing to apply for the visa, and I had to get it myself. ... ... ...which is not possible. So, there is my dream job and I can't accept it, which means I won't be able to fix things.
To continue my bad streak, my grandpa and I had a huge argument about buckling up while driving. He has ha little dummy that he can put in the buckle lock to cheat the car's "buckle up recognition" system because he does not like the feeling of the uncomfortable seat belt around his chest. The argument was so heated that he had a heart attack. Great... Fortunately, it was a mild heart attack and he was out of the hospital the next day.
A couple of weeks ago, I got diagnosed with a tumor sitting on my testicle. It is not malignant, and I am treated with medication. It should be gone within the next couple of weeks. I haven't told anyone so far because there is no need to worry, everything is fine. But I was scared shitless when I found out, you can believe me.
So, I thought that 2010 couldn't be any worse than 2009... Man, was I wrong! Thank you for listening to me, guys. I promise that from now on I will be around more often.
I know it has been a while, but I needed a little time off from talking to couples and happy people in love. The last month and some days have been extremely rough on me. Not only the break-up with Jess bothered my mind 24/7, but all hell broke lose a couple weeks after. But let's go step by step.
Jess and I are not back together, but we are finally talking to each other again. She asked me to completely stop communicating with each other for a few weeks so "we can BOTH move on" (quote: her last email after the break-up). Until one week ago, we haven't talked a single word over the phone. Some emails once in a while, but only about the joint bank account, taxes, and all that legal stuff we still have to take care of. At one point, I decided to tell her that I really miss talking to her and then within 5 minutes, she asked me if we could talk over the phone. It turned out that she really missed talking to me as well, and it was not working for the both of us not talking to each other. What does that mean? Does she want to get back together? (it is not a rhetorical question, so feel free to put in your opinion) I mean, my job search is still not looking too hot, so I have no possibility to move back. I believe that me moving back would make everything go alright. I still love her more than my life.
On Monday, I actually had my dream job offered to me from a company in Detroit, but they were not willing to apply for the visa, and I had to get it myself. ... ... ...which is not possible. So, there is my dream job and I can't accept it, which means I won't be able to fix things.
To continue my bad streak, my grandpa and I had a huge argument about buckling up while driving. He has ha little dummy that he can put in the buckle lock to cheat the car's "buckle up recognition" system because he does not like the feeling of the uncomfortable seat belt around his chest. The argument was so heated that he had a heart attack. Great... Fortunately, it was a mild heart attack and he was out of the hospital the next day.
A couple of weeks ago, I got diagnosed with a tumor sitting on my testicle. It is not malignant, and I am treated with medication. It should be gone within the next couple of weeks. I haven't told anyone so far because there is no need to worry, everything is fine. But I was scared shitless when I found out, you can believe me.
So, I thought that 2010 couldn't be any worse than 2009... Man, was I wrong! Thank you for listening to me, guys. I promise that from now on I will be around more often.
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