Knowing that we both have kids/families we both have realized that we won't be able to be together for Christmas...but last night when we were chatting as I was driving to work I said..."Ok...we have to decide when our visit is so I can get time of from work."
To which he tells me..."Oh I took the week off already". I have stressed and worried and thought it just wasn't a priority of his at this time. (FOOLISH me)...I said...YOU TELL ME EVERYTHING! and he said "Yup I do...just not this time.."..
So I explained if I travel there I won't be able to leave till the 28th...and he said..."Let's play it by ear." Which to me....means....he may be coming here...and LONGER. I know that he needs to get it approved and that is what he is waiting for...but it's a glimmer of hope. I have been in a deep funk and it is driving me absolutely nuts....
Anyway I know now that we will be together NYE at least...and the rest is up in the air...I am happy I will see him regardless...but I hope it works out he is coming here...because it will be a MUCH longer visit. *fingers crossed*
To which he tells me..."Oh I took the week off already". I have stressed and worried and thought it just wasn't a priority of his at this time. (FOOLISH me)...I said...YOU TELL ME EVERYTHING! and he said "Yup I do...just not this time.."..
So I explained if I travel there I won't be able to leave till the 28th...and he said..."Let's play it by ear." Which to me....means....he may be coming here...and LONGER. I know that he needs to get it approved and that is what he is waiting for...but it's a glimmer of hope. I have been in a deep funk and it is driving me absolutely nuts....
Anyway I know now that we will be together NYE at least...and the rest is up in the air...I am happy I will see him regardless...but I hope it works out he is coming here...because it will be a MUCH longer visit. *fingers crossed*
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