I don't ever remember feeling that way. Maybe the first time we saw each other again. It wasn't so much a strangeness or awkwardness between us. It was just overwhelming to finally be together again and we each had our own routine; we had to develop a new routine for 'us'. Also, he only had to 2 weeks home when we first met and started dating then he was back in Missouri.
I still get really anxious before we see each other though. Especially on the flight there. I'm full of nervous excitement. It's always the worst as the plane taxis. I worry about if things will be awkward or not. But it never is. When we see each other and I'm in his arms again all the worries go away. We're walking hand in hand, talking about our day, telling stories, joking around, it's all back to normal. We fall into the routine very easy, too easy. Even though we're apart more than we are together, It just feels natural to be together.
I still get really anxious before we see each other though. Especially on the flight there. I'm full of nervous excitement. It's always the worst as the plane taxis. I worry about if things will be awkward or not. But it never is. When we see each other and I'm in his arms again all the worries go away. We're walking hand in hand, talking about our day, telling stories, joking around, it's all back to normal. We fall into the routine very easy, too easy. Even though we're apart more than we are together, It just feels natural to be together.
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