Hi all,
Its been quite long since last time i went to this website. Honestly few weeks ago it might still hurt to get in here because my first LDR with my OZ bf not going well that he decide not to talk or do any communication what so ever with me.
Its just some culture things (he said so). I show my objection about his new habit of drinking, he said i can't understand western culture. Anyway, its past.
I went to a trip to Hongkong and Macau for 5 days. Hongkong was ok. And then i went to Macau.
I saw him first time at Macau Tower, he did a sky walk 233 meter above the sea level, but that time a saw this lady that seemed so excited of things he did behind the glass, i thought she was his gf or wife.
But i took a picture of him, because he seemed enjoy the thrill of the 233meters height...
just for a souvenir i thought.
I go down again and wait for the same bus to get me to Senado Square. Its quite long wait, until the bus is coming. When i jump in this guy jumps in too. It was him, he stare through my eyes (for few secs..). He doesnt have small change so i gave it to him to pay the bus.
We talk during the bus ride. I thought he was living in Macau, when i said i want to go to Senado Square, he said he stay near the light house (i assume he live in a house near a light house, wow).
When i (thought) i was on the correct bust stop and get off the bus, he jumps out too. He said we walk on the same direction.
First i thought-geez i met a stalker!
But he was nice, and funny, he had this funny accent and we got lost for almost an hour and half and finally found the square!!
It was very beautiful afternoon at St Paul Ruins, we take few pictures, and he insist on carry my bulky backpack. Lend me his jacket because its started to get cold. When he knows my feet are hurt because i am wearing my leather boots, his face really worried, oh wow...
We had dinner in a fancy restaurant. I just thought-its just holiday fling, i did read fact how its more easily for us to falling in love while we're in a vacation. But that wont last. So i just enjoy it.
That night while we're looking at light house he said he love me. We spent 2 days in Macau and did crazy things as jump off the 233 meters Macau tower at same night(yepp we did it!) -it was a beautiful night for a jump!!
We left Hongkong at the same day. The thing that i call "wont last" break my heart when i hug him for the last time at airport (he's flying to German and i am flying back to Indonesia). He kept saying not to cry (and he seemed almost cry too), and be the last person who get in to the plane. I know he took my heart away. He said, who ever found internet first, should sent email. I agree.
Back to reality at home. I saw no mail inbox. So i sent him a mail asking if hes all right. I never thought he would reply, dont dare to hope!!
But he did.
He did until now... we chat almost every night, we mails each other, do skype.
He back to work, and so does i, we try to cope with the communication problem, i get my self a new head set, and he got him self a cellphone.
We learn about each other a lot for past few weeks. And i know he also doesn't think this is just a holiday fling. The more i talk with him, the more i know how he actually feel about me. He
This morning i just think again...oh wow... i am back to LDR again... and here i am.. i am not fearing the distance between us. No trauma from last relationship as this time its different.. this is the guy who worry when he lost me in a corner of Hongkong street thinking a triad had kidnap me, a guy who always said i look beautiful even though my hair was messy and my face peeling because the cold winds.
I just wish, the more distance i had with him now, the stronger our relationship will be. Lots works to do, but i am sure we will be all right!
Wish us good luck guys!
Its been quite long since last time i went to this website. Honestly few weeks ago it might still hurt to get in here because my first LDR with my OZ bf not going well that he decide not to talk or do any communication what so ever with me.
Its just some culture things (he said so). I show my objection about his new habit of drinking, he said i can't understand western culture. Anyway, its past.
I went to a trip to Hongkong and Macau for 5 days. Hongkong was ok. And then i went to Macau.
I saw him first time at Macau Tower, he did a sky walk 233 meter above the sea level, but that time a saw this lady that seemed so excited of things he did behind the glass, i thought she was his gf or wife.
But i took a picture of him, because he seemed enjoy the thrill of the 233meters height...
just for a souvenir i thought.I go down again and wait for the same bus to get me to Senado Square. Its quite long wait, until the bus is coming. When i jump in this guy jumps in too. It was him, he stare through my eyes (for few secs..). He doesnt have small change so i gave it to him to pay the bus.
We talk during the bus ride. I thought he was living in Macau, when i said i want to go to Senado Square, he said he stay near the light house (i assume he live in a house near a light house, wow).
When i (thought) i was on the correct bust stop and get off the bus, he jumps out too. He said we walk on the same direction.
First i thought-geez i met a stalker!
But he was nice, and funny, he had this funny accent and we got lost for almost an hour and half and finally found the square!!
It was very beautiful afternoon at St Paul Ruins, we take few pictures, and he insist on carry my bulky backpack. Lend me his jacket because its started to get cold. When he knows my feet are hurt because i am wearing my leather boots, his face really worried, oh wow...
We had dinner in a fancy restaurant. I just thought-its just holiday fling, i did read fact how its more easily for us to falling in love while we're in a vacation. But that wont last. So i just enjoy it.
That night while we're looking at light house he said he love me
. We spent 2 days in Macau and did crazy things as jump off the 233 meters Macau tower at same night(yepp we did it!) -it was a beautiful night for a jump!!We left Hongkong at the same day. The thing that i call "wont last" break my heart when i hug him for the last time at airport (he's flying to German and i am flying back to Indonesia). He kept saying not to cry (and he seemed almost cry too), and be the last person who get in to the plane. I know he took my heart away. He said, who ever found internet first, should sent email. I agree.
Back to reality at home. I saw no mail inbox. So i sent him a mail asking if hes all right. I never thought he would reply, dont dare to hope!!
But he did.
He did until now... we chat almost every night, we mails each other, do skype.
He back to work, and so does i, we try to cope with the communication problem, i get my self a new head set, and he got him self a cellphone.
We learn about each other a lot for past few weeks. And i know he also doesn't think this is just a holiday fling. The more i talk with him, the more i know how he actually feel about me. He
This morning i just think again...oh wow... i am back to LDR again... and here i am.. i am not fearing the distance between us. No trauma from last relationship as this time its different.. this is the guy who worry when he lost me in a corner of Hongkong street thinking a triad had kidnap me, a guy who always said i look beautiful even though my hair was messy and my face peeling because the cold winds.
I just wish, the more distance i had with him now, the stronger our relationship will be. Lots works to do, but i am sure we will be all right!
Wish us good luck guys!
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