I leave tomorrow!!!

[Paris]

I am back! I had a computer fail and could only access via my phone and well that is limited. So those who requested icons, I didn't forget you!! I will be working on them while on my trip as well.



So my day is TOMORROW! I leave tomorrow afternoon to make my 24hr total trip to my love in Italy. I have been waiting patiently for this day since I left him last. I remember walking away and thinking I won't see him for almost 6mths after this. Now I will see him on Thursday at about 6pm!! I can't wait. I have been so excited it's insane. I have a grin on my face all the time and I just smile constantly..I am right now! He has things planned but still won't tell me a thing lol I have tried to get something out of him but he won't budge!

I am a little nervous because I haven't seen him but I know once I do I will feel such relief. I will be where I belong, with him. I know it will be very hard to leave him but I will see him again. I don't know what to expect while I am there but I dont really expect anything from him. I just want to see him and spend time with him....

My friends on the other hand all seem to think he is taking me to Paris and will propose. I think they are all out of their damn minds. lol I appreciate their excitement for me but I don't really like how they keep saying this. I have told them to relax and chill! I know him and we have discussed all of this stuff but I don't see it happening right now...If and I mean IF it did I would be happy but either way I am happy just to have him in my life and to be able to spend 3wks with him. I don't need anything else from him. He is enough!!

I have never been this happy in my life relationship wise and it does scare the piss out of me sometimes but I don't have any doubts with him. I never get a negative feeling or vibe. Usually when I get worried it's my own overreaction and personal past problems surfacing and I have to remind myself this is different. I know it is and I am very happy and nobody will bring me down!!


I will post pics on here throughout my trip. He still has to work while I am there and he was worried about what I would do while he worked and I said as long as you have internet and movies I am good to go! I can entertain myself all day and hell I'm gonna be in Italy! I know I can find something to do!!

[holdinghands]

awwwww good luck, just enjoy it

[Paris]

Thank you!! I can't wait to just relax and have a normal bf/gf relationship for a few weeks. It will be nice and the wait is totally worth it.

[Silviar]

No matter what happens, you're going to have a GREAT time. It sounds to me like you've got your head on straight and while a proposal is sweet, it doesn't have to be now, which you recognize that you've got what it takes, bling or no.

Eee, three weeks, eee! Have fun and take LOTS of pictures!

[chwdg10]

Have fun! I'll be seeing my boyfriend in less than a month. I haven't seen him for almost two years so I know exactly how you feel. Have a safe trip and congrats!

[Paris]

No matter what happens, you're going to have a GREAT time. It sounds to me like you've got your head on straight and while a proposal is sweet, it doesn't have to be now, which you recognize that you've got what it takes, bling or no.

Eee, three weeks, eee! Have fun and take LOTS of pictures!

Agreed! I know my friends are just happy for me and want to see that happen but I think they should leave that decision to us.

I know I wish it was longer lol I would have stayed a month but I have school the week after I get back.

I will take lots of pics and post them on here as I go

[Bluestars]

Have fun Your change in attitude is really inspiring by the way! I know that before you were really worried about things, but now you sound a lot happier

[Paris]

Have fun Your change in attitude is really inspiring by the way! I know that before you were really worried about things, but now you sound a lot happier

I had a lot of people in my head and I had to ignore them. I love my friends but I don't need their advice or opinions. People always want to give their advice and opinions and yet I always wonder what makes them think they have a right to? They don't know our relationship, we do, so I just ignored them. I had people putting things in my head and I also talked with my bf about it and he just said to ignore them, which I have. When people aren't happy with their lives they want everyone else to be miserable as well and that was the case with most.

I am very happy and excited. We talked yesterday and I was in such a nutty mood lol I told him I will cry and he said he will laugh lol I told him I wouldn't expect anything less. We understand each other and that is all that matters, nobody else's opinion.

Thank You

[britt0851]

Awww Have a fun and safe trip!

[paulawriteslove]

Have fun!!!!!!

[Trethsparr]

Have a blast! Can't wait to see pictures!

[Paris]

I am anxiously awaiting to go to the airport in 3hrs...It's driving me nuts!! I have had toooo much coffee! I can't wait!! I have waited 5 and a half months to see him again. It is so worth the wait.