So, if any of you have kept up, had some major drama with my SO..not even sure where we stand at all--but that's not really new, it's been a strange ride. Anyway, the day before he left to return to Kuwait, I FB mailed him and said wanted to try to work it out. His response was a we'll see.
We've talked once since he left (the Weds after Thanksgiving, Dec 1 or 2 as I recall), but it was nice to have something to talk about LOL Anyway, today I am on FB and see where he's been commenting on a status he had about taking a leap of faith again (going to Kuwait was the last one, just to give you and idea). It seems the new company has already filled all the positions, and my SO wasn't included in the hires. Unless the overseas jobs he has applied for come through (and I really hope they do, the job sitch here is horrible. Unemployment is well above the national average), he will be home mid-February at the latest.
I am still coping with how I feel. I am not ready to let go, but he's got to make an effort. I have an email in mind...I keep writing and rewriting in my head. If my plan to talk with him next week falls through, it will get written. Basically saying that here's what I see as the issues we have, here's what I think we can do about it, what do you see as our issues that I've missed and how can we fix them...
I also have an idea of why things have been funny between us for awhile...I told him at one time that if I met someone I wouldn't not go out with them, but he'd be in the loop if that happened. This was a long time back, but I just remembered it today. Lots of things we need to address, and I have the whole next week off from class which will make it easier for me to be online when he is so we can talk about it.
We've talked once since he left (the Weds after Thanksgiving, Dec 1 or 2 as I recall), but it was nice to have something to talk about LOL Anyway, today I am on FB and see where he's been commenting on a status he had about taking a leap of faith again (going to Kuwait was the last one, just to give you and idea). It seems the new company has already filled all the positions, and my SO wasn't included in the hires. Unless the overseas jobs he has applied for come through (and I really hope they do, the job sitch here is horrible. Unemployment is well above the national average), he will be home mid-February at the latest.
I am still coping with how I feel. I am not ready to let go, but he's got to make an effort. I have an email in mind...I keep writing and rewriting in my head. If my plan to talk with him next week falls through, it will get written. Basically saying that here's what I see as the issues we have, here's what I think we can do about it, what do you see as our issues that I've missed and how can we fix them...
I also have an idea of why things have been funny between us for awhile...I told him at one time that if I met someone I wouldn't not go out with them, but he'd be in the loop if that happened. This was a long time back, but I just remembered it today. Lots of things we need to address, and I have the whole next week off from class which will make it easier for me to be online when he is so we can talk about it.
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