To go back to the states. I've been in Norway visiting my boyfriend since Nov 30th. It's been a great, amazing time... Just all the horrible feelings of leaving each other, getting home, going to sleep without him etc. are flooding back. I hate reliving it over and over... I constantly picture the 'other' times and it just kills me. Doesn't help that I have a vivid imagination. So, once I get on track, thinking of something, it's hard for me to stop until I complete the thought. I can barely think straight. So very hard to be positive today...

A picture from New Years: the day we met (online)

A picture from New Years: the day we met (online)

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