Hi Everyone,
I have been trying to get out of this rut I have been in for a week. MJ has been on the day shift at work and because hes 7 hours ahead of me, it has left no time for chatting. There has been a couple of texts and a few emails back and forth but no real time conversation.
I have tried to be brave and occupy my time with other things when I get home from work. I try not to dwell on the "what if" when those insecurities creep in and you don't want them too. Does anyone else feel that way? Sometimes I feel like I'm losing my mind. I try so hard to focus on the positive things![Big Grin](https://members.lovingfromadistance.com/core/images/smilies/biggrin.png)
I leave on Wednesday to see him for 10 days
, I'm so very excited, and yet I'm dreading the goodbye I know is inevitable
, how can that be in the same sentence ??
Thanks for listening everyone
I have been trying to get out of this rut I have been in for a week. MJ has been on the day shift at work and because hes 7 hours ahead of me, it has left no time for chatting. There has been a couple of texts and a few emails back and forth but no real time conversation.
I have tried to be brave and occupy my time with other things when I get home from work. I try not to dwell on the "what if" when those insecurities creep in and you don't want them too. Does anyone else feel that way? Sometimes I feel like I'm losing my mind. I try so hard to focus on the positive things
![Big Grin](https://members.lovingfromadistance.com/core/images/smilies/biggrin.png)
I leave on Wednesday to see him for 10 days
![Smile](https://members.lovingfromadistance.com/core/images/smilies/smile.png)
![Frown](https://members.lovingfromadistance.com/core/images/smilies/frown.png)
Thanks for listening everyone
![Smile](https://members.lovingfromadistance.com/core/images/smilies/smile.png)
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