Let me just say first that whoever said leaving gets easier....um NO! This time it felt worse then the last time 
once again im a hallow shell of myself that wont be complete until im back in her arms. Kinda took a nap for a few hours last night woke up wanting to snuggle up closer to her but she wasent there which sent me into a massive sobbing fit, it hurts so much right now all i want is to be with my soulmate and live happily ever after and not having her in my arms especially when she needs me the most, it just hurts so much. Like she has said i saw what my life is supposed to be like and in one day its all taken away from me because i have to start the visa process before anything like that can occur. But anyway i'll tell you a few things from my trip and show some pictures as well.
All went well with the flights minus Heathrow i wish someone would have told me how big Heathrow airport was, and its not an airport its a fucking mall with planes lol i landed in Heathrow and i was pretty cranky already from the plane ride having not slept on the plane and it being so long so when i checked in they told me i wasent on that certain flight that i was booked for and my reaction was O_O WHAT!!!!!!!!!!! someone apparently forgot to update my flight and forgot to book me properly so they had to rebook me on another flight, thinking that was all taken care of i got my boarding pass and headed for customs *bangs head on desk*i thought i was never gonna get through cause short of asking about my sex life she asked me every question about my relationship which ok fine is there job but really i found some of them very intrusive including asking "well how do you make your relationship work if you met online" that pissed me off but she let me through, now another thing that pissed me off was that Heathrow sometimes forgets to put your gate number on your ticket which leaves you wandering all over the airport trying to find it O_o i ended up missing my flight the first time to go see her and i ended up being a sobbing mess having to go rebook it, then go back through customs and security again then to avoid missing my flight again i ended up taking those golfcart thingies they have in the airport and i finally made my flight to go see her
we landed and i saw her in arrivals i couldnt make my legs go fast enough into her arms and she was like "about time you got here woman!!" lol which i replied "ehhh shut up and hold me!!" *Sighs* was just an amazing moment being back in her arms again and she felt so good and warm, i just loved being in her arms it felt so right. All during the trip we took many pictures, went to Edinburgh which is amazing and really beautiful, the town she lives in is really cute and easy to get around it was just an amazing time and i cant wait to go back to it, i miss her so very very much being in her arms, kissing, cuddling, making love ehem....ect all of it was amazing, just going grocery shopping with her was fun because we tend to fool around anytime we go it just was an amazing time and i miss her so badly!!
some pictures from my trip:
once again im a hallow shell of myself that wont be complete until im back in her arms. Kinda took a nap for a few hours last night woke up wanting to snuggle up closer to her but she wasent there which sent me into a massive sobbing fit, it hurts so much right now all i want is to be with my soulmate and live happily ever after and not having her in my arms especially when she needs me the most, it just hurts so much. Like she has said i saw what my life is supposed to be like and in one day its all taken away from me because i have to start the visa process before anything like that can occur. But anyway i'll tell you a few things from my trip and show some pictures as well.All went well with the flights minus Heathrow i wish someone would have told me how big Heathrow airport was, and its not an airport its a fucking mall with planes lol i landed in Heathrow and i was pretty cranky already from the plane ride having not slept on the plane and it being so long so when i checked in they told me i wasent on that certain flight that i was booked for and my reaction was O_O WHAT!!!!!!!!!!! someone apparently forgot to update my flight and forgot to book me properly so they had to rebook me on another flight, thinking that was all taken care of i got my boarding pass and headed for customs *bangs head on desk*i thought i was never gonna get through cause short of asking about my sex life she asked me every question about my relationship which ok fine is there job but really i found some of them very intrusive including asking "well how do you make your relationship work if you met online" that pissed me off but she let me through, now another thing that pissed me off was that Heathrow sometimes forgets to put your gate number on your ticket which leaves you wandering all over the airport trying to find it O_o i ended up missing my flight the first time to go see her and i ended up being a sobbing mess having to go rebook it, then go back through customs and security again then to avoid missing my flight again i ended up taking those golfcart thingies they have in the airport and i finally made my flight to go see her
we landed and i saw her in arrivals i couldnt make my legs go fast enough into her arms and she was like "about time you got here woman!!" lol which i replied "ehhh shut up and hold me!!" *Sighs* was just an amazing moment being back in her arms again and she felt so good and warm, i just loved being in her arms it felt so right. All during the trip we took many pictures, went to Edinburgh which is amazing and really beautiful, the town she lives in is really cute and easy to get around it was just an amazing time and i cant wait to go back to it, i miss her so very very much
being in her arms, kissing, cuddling, making love ehem....ect all of it was amazing, just going grocery shopping with her was fun because we tend to fool around anytime we go it just was an amazing time and i miss her so badly!!some pictures from my trip:
Does she live in Highlands or Lowlands? If you don't mind me asking. Edinburgh is an amazing city! So nice that they have conserved the old buildings. As for Heathrow.. I feel your pain!
Sorry you had to leave 
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