So Chuck and I have very busy lives... he's going to school, homework, Theatre performances, working a full time job, and has commitments to playing with his band... I more or less just work, take care of my son, and do household chores on my days off and at night... I have a HARD time not texting him or sending an email or "stalking" his fb page...
Sometimes he's so busy that he doesn't respond to my texts... and rarely my emails sometimes... he usually calls me about once a week-- and not always on the same day... it might even be 10 days before I get a response to anything-- I should say...
It's almost become a norm and I know he's busy... but I feel like some days that he doesn't care and doesn't want to bother with a relationship... but then he calls tells me all that has been going on and then I feel ashamed that I was pouting about him being inconsiderate!... ugh.. it's just frustrating to me.. and I've told him that I understand that he's busy but I also need some time or a response to something once in a great moon...
this last week was great... we were playing 20 questions via text.. and I started asking him things that I thought I knew about him.. but to find out.. didn't know at all... but those days are few and far in between... So what in the heck can I do to fill the time between with out rushing to my cell and wanting to send a text?
on Wednesday last week I had asked him what physical features he liked about me? (I know he's an ass man).. he actually came back thursday morning with "your eyes, your smile... and then your kiss..." then sent, "hope you have a great day... off to school.. " things like this just make me realize that I wish I had more of it... but I don't want to come off as nagging or clingy or being a control freak... which I am-- and trying to learn not to be-- also I'm highly impatient!
I just don't know what to do with myself between those moments-- I wish I could come up with a hobby or hang with my friends more (they're all also always busy).. but any suggestions.. I'm open for anything and everything...
Sometimes he's so busy that he doesn't respond to my texts... and rarely my emails sometimes... he usually calls me about once a week-- and not always on the same day... it might even be 10 days before I get a response to anything-- I should say...
It's almost become a norm and I know he's busy... but I feel like some days that he doesn't care and doesn't want to bother with a relationship... but then he calls tells me all that has been going on and then I feel ashamed that I was pouting about him being inconsiderate!... ugh.. it's just frustrating to me.. and I've told him that I understand that he's busy but I also need some time or a response to something once in a great moon...
this last week was great... we were playing 20 questions via text.. and I started asking him things that I thought I knew about him.. but to find out.. didn't know at all... but those days are few and far in between... So what in the heck can I do to fill the time between with out rushing to my cell and wanting to send a text?
on Wednesday last week I had asked him what physical features he liked about me? (I know he's an ass man).. he actually came back thursday morning with "your eyes, your smile... and then your kiss..." then sent, "hope you have a great day... off to school.. " things like this just make me realize that I wish I had more of it... but I don't want to come off as nagging or clingy or being a control freak... which I am-- and trying to learn not to be-- also I'm highly impatient!
I just don't know what to do with myself between those moments-- I wish I could come up with a hobby or hang with my friends more (they're all also always busy).. but any suggestions.. I'm open for anything and everything...
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