so here i am being so fragile right now, tears coming out from my heart, im just sensitive right now that i cant help it... i juts looked our pics n videos of my SO n i, n it just breaks me because i wish w all my strength i could hold him for a instant, some other days i can just see the pics over a over again n smile, but not today.
this sick feeling of impotence for the distance, it is a tremendous test i know, also i know we will get through it some day n it will b just me and him, in days like this i try my best to distract myself w anything, but even here working still feel the same...
right now my sjelefrende (soul-mate) is sleeping n i wonder what is he dreaming? if he misses me to even in dreams?
just wanted to throw here to all of you my right-now-emotions so i can feel a bit better...
this sick feeling of impotence for the distance, it is a tremendous test i know, also i know we will get through it some day n it will b just me and him, in days like this i try my best to distract myself w anything, but even here working still feel the same...
right now my sjelefrende (soul-mate) is sleeping n i wonder what is he dreaming? if he misses me to even in dreams?
just wanted to throw here to all of you my right-now-emotions so i can feel a bit better...
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