Well... I haven't been getting on here lately because there's a lot that happened with Kyle. I'm not the type of person that talks about their problems, I usually keep everything to myself, that's probably not a good thing to do, but that's just the way I am I guess...
Kyle and I have been getting into so many stupid fights lately and it was getting to me. I have no idea why but we were arguing a lot and in the end we just kept hurting each other. Last Thursday, I didn't know what to do anymore and thought everything was getting out of control so I decided to break up with him. It was definitely not what I wanted to do at all but I felt it was the right thing to do. The relationship was going really bad and every time we talked I felt like we ended up fighting and treating each other horribly.
[I don't want to make this a long post or anything. I don't even know if anybody cares but I didn't want to come back here after everything that happened and just not say anything]
But anyways.. We talked on Sunday and he asked me if there was any chance of us getting back together. I told him to give me a couple of days to think about it. I knew I missed him soooo much but I didn't want to go back to all the fights and the negativity. We had a looooooooong talk Tuesday night, trying to figure out what to do. We do love each other, but being in a long distance relationship (and I'm sure all of you know) is very hard. In the end, we decided to get back together and try to make things work. We'll see how it goes from now... I hope it works out for us.
I've been very busy with school and with everything that went on I didn't have the energy to get on here ... I know I wasn't gone for that long but still I kinda missed this place!
Kyle and I have been getting into so many stupid fights lately and it was getting to me. I have no idea why but we were arguing a lot and in the end we just kept hurting each other. Last Thursday, I didn't know what to do anymore and thought everything was getting out of control so I decided to break up with him. It was definitely not what I wanted to do at all but I felt it was the right thing to do. The relationship was going really bad and every time we talked I felt like we ended up fighting and treating each other horribly.
[I don't want to make this a long post or anything. I don't even know if anybody cares but I didn't want to come back here after everything that happened and just not say anything]
But anyways.. We talked on Sunday and he asked me if there was any chance of us getting back together. I told him to give me a couple of days to think about it. I knew I missed him soooo much but I didn't want to go back to all the fights and the negativity. We had a looooooooong talk Tuesday night, trying to figure out what to do. We do love each other, but being in a long distance relationship (and I'm sure all of you know) is very hard. In the end, we decided to get back together and try to make things work. We'll see how it goes from now... I hope it works out for us.
I've been very busy with school and with everything that went on I didn't have the energy to get on here ... I know I wasn't gone for that long but still I kinda missed this place!
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