I really like this guy he likes me lives in UK I live in Chicago funny thing is...I always wanted to live there after schooling and I thought it was strange. We webcam every night basically. Ha and well the second strange thing I don't know if I should let fate take credit...but he asked what my favorite colour was and I said Blue, and than my favorite flower, I said rose. And he had a tattoo of a blue rose on his foot that he had for ages and it wasn't like he got that the second I said it. So that was also weird. ANOTHER strange reason is I had a dream a month or so ago before I met him/web camed him ? I had this thing about love and relationships I said fuck it all even long distance. But in my dream i was running in a town at night i came to a street with houses there was two doors I wanted to enter a white one at one house which was closest to me so on my left side and on the right a few houses down was the same door but in black. I wanted to go to the black one but I thought going to the white one would be better too. Then I saw the garage open and a blonde green eyed guy (which is what he looks like, it was a clone!) sat in a chair with red ribbon around him and I went to him and I was like I'm glad your here! and he said you hurt me...and I thought he meant the song i wrote about giving up on love and everything because of my ugh past lol. Then he said I have to go, then I got on my knees wrapped my arms around his torso and begged him not to leave me. and he started to float up from the chair and I called my two closest friends and they appeared smiling and grabbed onto me and pulled him back down and he stayed and we all laughed and celebrated.
And tonight before he slept we were saying good night and he was telling me of his awful cold which he was coughing and sneezing, poor baby. Anyway he said he took my advice of drinking orange juice and then I said gosh I wish I could give you cuddles. He said well I can feel them cyber cuddles he said. I laughed. and I said well maybe we won't be cyber forever. kind of trying to get that question or statement in the air to see what he'd say and he said maybe we won't be xx and went off to sleep. Two months now I have been trying not to like him but so many signs have been punching me in the face..HELP lol
So wtf should I do? Go for this? See what happens? Give up? Am I crazy? Lol
And tonight before he slept we were saying good night and he was telling me of his awful cold which he was coughing and sneezing, poor baby. Anyway he said he took my advice of drinking orange juice and then I said gosh I wish I could give you cuddles. He said well I can feel them cyber cuddles he said. I laughed. and I said well maybe we won't be cyber forever. kind of trying to get that question or statement in the air to see what he'd say and he said maybe we won't be xx and went off to sleep. Two months now I have been trying not to like him but so many signs have been punching me in the face..HELP lol
So wtf should I do? Go for this? See what happens? Give up? Am I crazy? Lol
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