this really got the best of me!
he showed me some pictures of his past girlfriends and some flings. he told me that he just wanted to be honest with me in terms of his past relationships. he also said that what's in the past will remain in the past. and i chose to trust him when he said that because i told myself that if i wont trust him, there would be no reason why i should still be in a relationship with him. i also told myself that instead of arguing over something that was in the past, i should take every opportunity to get to know him deeper. BUT, honestly, i'm affected by those pictures, especially the ones that are somewhat intimate---kissing and cuddling while on bed photos.
whenever we chat or talk on phone, i try to sound as if everything is ok. but i'm really affected to the point that i lost 5 kilos already. everyday i have to choose to keep on trusting him. it's hard!!!
have u experienced the same thing? what did u do? =(
he showed me some pictures of his past girlfriends and some flings. he told me that he just wanted to be honest with me in terms of his past relationships. he also said that what's in the past will remain in the past. and i chose to trust him when he said that because i told myself that if i wont trust him, there would be no reason why i should still be in a relationship with him. i also told myself that instead of arguing over something that was in the past, i should take every opportunity to get to know him deeper. BUT, honestly, i'm affected by those pictures, especially the ones that are somewhat intimate---kissing and cuddling while on bed photos.
whenever we chat or talk on phone, i try to sound as if everything is ok. but i'm really affected to the point that i lost 5 kilos already. everyday i have to choose to keep on trusting him. it's hard!!!
have u experienced the same thing? what did u do? =(
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