dont kill me.
I ended it with Ben, the new guy, because i couldnt be with him and love Ryan, it just wasnt right.
so, i admitted to Ryan that i was still in love with him, and while it wasnt the PHYSICAL love that i was getting from Ben (he was VERY touchy-feely, and going from long-distance to that just didnt work) it was more love then i was ever going to get from him.
I finally heard from ryan again today. he messaged me back saying he was sorry and didnt mean any of it and yadda yadda and that he would take me back.
so, long story short, ryan left me 3 weeks ago, i rebounded with ben, i figured out i messed up, went back to ryan, and he took me back.
anyways, im sorry about all the confusion on my behalf!
I love you guys!
Julia!!
I ended it with Ben, the new guy, because i couldnt be with him and love Ryan, it just wasnt right.
so, i admitted to Ryan that i was still in love with him, and while it wasnt the PHYSICAL love that i was getting from Ben (he was VERY touchy-feely, and going from long-distance to that just didnt work) it was more love then i was ever going to get from him.
I finally heard from ryan again today. he messaged me back saying he was sorry and didnt mean any of it and yadda yadda and that he would take me back.
so, long story short, ryan left me 3 weeks ago, i rebounded with ben, i figured out i messed up, went back to ryan, and he took me back.
anyways, im sorry about all the confusion on my behalf!
I love you guys!
Julia!!
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