Well, my boyfriend and I had a wonderful second visit. I feel closer to him than I have before and am really looking forward to seeing him again. Building a relationship long distance is hard. We've spent a total of 5 days together physically and I know that I'm in love with this man. It's so hard for me to keep my mouth shut and not tell him, and I think I may when I see him next in August.
We talked about what he plans on doing with his life in the near future with his life and how it includes me. It's weird, I've been engaged to be married before but I've never had a conversation I thought was more important, or where someone was actually considering my opinion so heavily - and it made me cry.
I want him to do what's right for him in the end, I can't guarantee that he and I will be together forever even though it feels that way now. I want him to close the distance and move here if that's what he really wants to do, and I don't care how soon it is, I'd like it to be sooner instead of later. I'm just scared it'll be a huge mistake in his life.
Have anyone else felt like their long distance relationship was moving quickly and needed help managing it? I'm just so afraid that it may ruin his life, even though I know at the same time that it could just be the beginning of our life together.
All of these feelings because he left his toothbrush and we had this talk. I wish I could not stress out over relationships. (Also, I should probably add, we both had feelings for each other prior to meeting, and have been talking online for a few years, our relationship moving quickly doesn't really surprise me, it just takes me aback and I'm not sure what to do or how to manage it)
We talked about what he plans on doing with his life in the near future with his life and how it includes me. It's weird, I've been engaged to be married before but I've never had a conversation I thought was more important, or where someone was actually considering my opinion so heavily - and it made me cry.
I want him to do what's right for him in the end, I can't guarantee that he and I will be together forever even though it feels that way now. I want him to close the distance and move here if that's what he really wants to do, and I don't care how soon it is, I'd like it to be sooner instead of later. I'm just scared it'll be a huge mistake in his life.
Have anyone else felt like their long distance relationship was moving quickly and needed help managing it? I'm just so afraid that it may ruin his life, even though I know at the same time that it could just be the beginning of our life together.
All of these feelings because he left his toothbrush and we had this talk. I wish I could not stress out over relationships. (Also, I should probably add, we both had feelings for each other prior to meeting, and have been talking online for a few years, our relationship moving quickly doesn't really surprise me, it just takes me aback and I'm not sure what to do or how to manage it)
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