My first meeting with my SO ended yesterday...
Him leaving was the hardest thing that I've ever been through so far...it really is. I started crying, even though I hate crying in front of others, and he just tried to make me feel better, told me to look at the bright side. He also made me promise that after I left I had to do something, anything to keep myself busy...to make me not upset.
I tried, I watched a movie...tried organizing some things...but I couldn't keep myself from crying, and the odd thing is I still cant. I'm crying as I type this even. It's amazing how much I feel now that he's not in my house anymore. It feels empty, and my chest hurts, and I guess the best way to say it is I miss him, I started missing him the second he said it was time for him to leave, and I am still missing him horribly...
My point is...I'm in need of emotional support right now since I'm unable to reach him. And I'd also like some advice...like how to deal with this feeling...
I guess it is best to just keep busy, but I literally have nothing I can do to keep me busy...and even when I am I still think about him...
Him leaving was the hardest thing that I've ever been through so far...it really is. I started crying, even though I hate crying in front of others, and he just tried to make me feel better, told me to look at the bright side. He also made me promise that after I left I had to do something, anything to keep myself busy...to make me not upset.
I tried, I watched a movie...tried organizing some things...but I couldn't keep myself from crying, and the odd thing is I still cant. I'm crying as I type this even. It's amazing how much I feel now that he's not in my house anymore. It feels empty, and my chest hurts, and I guess the best way to say it is I miss him, I started missing him the second he said it was time for him to leave, and I am still missing him horribly...
My point is...I'm in need of emotional support right now since I'm unable to reach him. And I'd also like some advice...like how to deal with this feeling...
I guess it is best to just keep busy, but I literally have nothing I can do to keep me busy...and even when I am I still think about him...
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