It still doesn't seem real to me that my SO is going to be home in less than an hour. I keep texting friends thinking that I should make plans to hang out tonight, and part of me kind of isn't sure if I should or not. I'm not entirely sure how tired he's going to be from the almost 24 hour trip and I know that the first people he's going to want to see is his family, but I just also don't feel that it's even real. I don't know what to do... it's confusing, it's weird to me that he's actually here (his plane just landed) and that he's going to be on his way home from the airport, and that he's actually going to be here. I feel so unprepared, like I didn't ask him anything about when he got home, what was going to happen, if he expected to see me tonight or if he didn't. I didn't even ask him if his cell phone from before was going to be working or if I had to get a hold of him some other way.
I feel stupid for not being prepared for this but I guess the thing is, I just really didn't think it was happening. I mean, I knew it was happening, but it just didn't seem real.
I feel stupid for not being prepared for this but I guess the thing is, I just really didn't think it was happening. I mean, I knew it was happening, but it just didn't seem real.
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