......as if things weren't bad enough. I posted a blog this morning about how things were feeling different between my SO and I.
https://members.lovingfromadistance....lways-fighting
Anyway, we got in a big fight that resulted in "maybe this isn't going to work out" "well, maybe it isn't!". He got a call in, so he said he would phone me back. Some time passed so I tried calling him. His mom said he had left. I broke down. For the past hour, I've been crying. I'm so scared that he's done for good. Yeah.. lots of you will say that if it's meant to work out, it will. But those of you who say that don't understand - he IS the one for me. If we break up, I don't know what I'd do.
Our fight started when he found a picture of Marilyn Monroe that he said looked like me. I had some self-concious issues in the past, so he was trying to up my feelings about my body. The way he said it, I took it the wrong way and thought he was telling me I was too big. So we ended up in a big fight that included my grandpas death, me moving, and other stresses.
I'm so scared that he wont' call me back and I'm never going to talk to him again. He's my one and only. I could use someone (s) to talk to. Fire away.
https://members.lovingfromadistance....lways-fighting
Anyway, we got in a big fight that resulted in "maybe this isn't going to work out" "well, maybe it isn't!". He got a call in, so he said he would phone me back. Some time passed so I tried calling him. His mom said he had left. I broke down. For the past hour, I've been crying. I'm so scared that he's done for good. Yeah.. lots of you will say that if it's meant to work out, it will. But those of you who say that don't understand - he IS the one for me. If we break up, I don't know what I'd do.
Our fight started when he found a picture of Marilyn Monroe that he said looked like me. I had some self-concious issues in the past, so he was trying to up my feelings about my body. The way he said it, I took it the wrong way and thought he was telling me I was too big. So we ended up in a big fight that included my grandpas death, me moving, and other stresses.
I'm so scared that he wont' call me back and I'm never going to talk to him again. He's my one and only. I could use someone (s) to talk to. Fire away.
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