My SO visited Halloween weekend! And I'm still floating on air… even though I tear up when I begin to miss him.
We spent absolutely every moment together, it was wonderful to have really special moments between just us two. I haven't been that giddy and happy in the longest time. He met a lot of the new friends and acquaintances I've made since I've been away. He fit in perfectly with my friends, and we all hung out together, really comfortably and had a good time.
In some ways, it makes me really sad. He received a full scholarship to my uni, in the same program - he, and the closest friends I've made here, and I would have all lived in the same hallway. However he choose a much more prestigious school. And seeing him here, in our hallways, on our campus, laughing and having a great time alongside all my friends; it makes me think of how wonderful it would've been if he had been here.
I'm trying not to get too hung up on that. I'm trying to focus on the really wonderful memories we made together.
And how I will be seeing him again in 19 days, for Thanksgiving break when we both go home.
I'm incredibly fortunate.
We spent absolutely every moment together, it was wonderful to have really special moments between just us two. I haven't been that giddy and happy in the longest time. He met a lot of the new friends and acquaintances I've made since I've been away. He fit in perfectly with my friends, and we all hung out together, really comfortably and had a good time.
In some ways, it makes me really sad. He received a full scholarship to my uni, in the same program - he, and the closest friends I've made here, and I would have all lived in the same hallway. However he choose a much more prestigious school. And seeing him here, in our hallways, on our campus, laughing and having a great time alongside all my friends; it makes me think of how wonderful it would've been if he had been here.
I'm trying not to get too hung up on that. I'm trying to focus on the really wonderful memories we made together.
And how I will be seeing him again in 19 days, for Thanksgiving break when we both go home.
I'm incredibly fortunate.
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