My SO's computer broke on Monday and that was our only means of communication. It costs a ton to text and call so we only text when we feel like we really need to. Which comes down to like 4 or 5 a day and we've never talked to one another on the phone. Anyways back to the point, his computer broke on Monday, I have BARELY gotten to talk to him since Sunday night and I am going insane. Not only that but he tried to call me earlier and I had to ignore it because I didn't have enough minutes. I know that he understood but at the time it hurt so bad to hit that button. I wanted to answer, I wanted to hear his voice for the first time. I broke down and started crying. It felt good knowing that at that exact moment he was thinking about me but it hurt knowing that he was most likely upset because he didn't get to talk to me. I miss him so bad I feel like it's all I can think about. I try to stay busy and something reminds me of him and it's like a domino reaction. One thing leads to another and next thing I know, i'm sitting around moping. how am i supposed to get through these lonely days? I have to know because he's gone every weekend for the next 4 weeks and then for a full week in Feb. Any advice?
Sorry for the longish and off-topic, possibly boring story.
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Sorry for the longish and off-topic, possibly boring story.
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