This time tomorrow I'll be on the last leg of my 3700 mile journey to spend 12 days with my handsome American man. My aeroplane will have turned into an airplane by now and my trousers into pants.
I'm musing about the way our relationship has changed over the past year. This time last year we shared an amazing two week holiday in Orlando. It was the first time we met in "real life" and was a fantastic, incredible , dreamlike "bubble" in time and space. We both fell deeply in love and made what I believe to be lifetime commitments.
Now after a year living on skype and 4 visits it feels almost like going home. Yes its still magical and exciting but right now I'm packing the meds for his mouth ulcer and thinking about the things I want to get done in his apartment whilst he is at work.
I love him no less, if anything I love him more, but the overwhelming, exciting anticipation is balanced now with a comfortable, warm, "half a couple" feeling that I sincerely hope I get to feel for the rest of my days.
Hmmm did that read like I wasn't excited....... I'm excited.
Y'all have a good day now.
I'm musing about the way our relationship has changed over the past year. This time last year we shared an amazing two week holiday in Orlando. It was the first time we met in "real life" and was a fantastic, incredible , dreamlike "bubble" in time and space. We both fell deeply in love and made what I believe to be lifetime commitments.
Now after a year living on skype and 4 visits it feels almost like going home. Yes its still magical and exciting but right now I'm packing the meds for his mouth ulcer and thinking about the things I want to get done in his apartment whilst he is at work.
I love him no less, if anything I love him more, but the overwhelming, exciting anticipation is balanced now with a comfortable, warm, "half a couple" feeling that I sincerely hope I get to feel for the rest of my days.
Hmmm did that read like I wasn't excited....... I'm excited.
Y'all have a good day now.
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