Hi everyone,
I've posted on here a few times about things with my boyfriend but I really really need help right now.
I met Alex through my best friend. Her boyfriend Steven was Alex's foster brother so we were all very close.
Steven killed himself last week. My best friend is absolutely devastated and broken and is a risk to herself right now. She has very little support from anyone but me so I have to stay with her in case she hurts herself, I don't mind staying with her, I love her and want to be there for her no matter what. It's very hard to support her though, I mean there's nothing I can do. All she wants is Steven and I understand that. It's hard being the only person to look after her, I need help to take care of her but I can't be there constantly although I wish I could. Alex's family have been a huge help this week but they live far away which makes things difficult.
Alex is still in Australia and won't be back til March. He loved Steven and is very hurt by all of this, I don't understand why he won't come back to be with us and his family right now, he has noone out there and doesn't really HAVE to stay, he could fly back at any time. It's frustrating that noone is here.
I can't look after my friend by myself. She's suicidal, what the hell can I do to help her on my own? I need help to help her. I need Alex here. We broke up recently but after this we're together again. We love each other very much, but he keeps saying he can't come home even though he can. Sarah wants him back here as well, like I said we were all close and he would be a huge help for her right now.
I'm angry and I know that's wrong of me. This situation is horrible and I need to be strong for Sarah but I'm finding it tough. I really can't deal with this alone, she needs as many people as possible by her side right now and I'm one person.
Where is everyone??
Anyway. If anyone has been through anything similar and can offer advice that would be amazing. And if anyone thinks I'm being a selfish bitch please tell me and be honest, I really don't know anymore. I'm just super stressed and exhausted.
Thanks,
Amy
I've posted on here a few times about things with my boyfriend but I really really need help right now.
I met Alex through my best friend. Her boyfriend Steven was Alex's foster brother so we were all very close.
Steven killed himself last week. My best friend is absolutely devastated and broken and is a risk to herself right now. She has very little support from anyone but me so I have to stay with her in case she hurts herself, I don't mind staying with her, I love her and want to be there for her no matter what. It's very hard to support her though, I mean there's nothing I can do. All she wants is Steven and I understand that. It's hard being the only person to look after her, I need help to take care of her but I can't be there constantly although I wish I could. Alex's family have been a huge help this week but they live far away which makes things difficult.
Alex is still in Australia and won't be back til March. He loved Steven and is very hurt by all of this, I don't understand why he won't come back to be with us and his family right now, he has noone out there and doesn't really HAVE to stay, he could fly back at any time. It's frustrating that noone is here.
I can't look after my friend by myself. She's suicidal, what the hell can I do to help her on my own? I need help to help her. I need Alex here. We broke up recently but after this we're together again. We love each other very much, but he keeps saying he can't come home even though he can. Sarah wants him back here as well, like I said we were all close and he would be a huge help for her right now.
I'm angry and I know that's wrong of me. This situation is horrible and I need to be strong for Sarah but I'm finding it tough. I really can't deal with this alone, she needs as many people as possible by her side right now and I'm one person.
Where is everyone??
Anyway. If anyone has been through anything similar and can offer advice that would be amazing. And if anyone thinks I'm being a selfish bitch please tell me and be honest, I really don't know anymore. I'm just super stressed and exhausted.
Thanks,
Amy
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