Well, I talked to my SO about validating my emotions and giving me more time to study.. But we still can't make it a day without arguing. I'm pretty sure this relationship has just run it's course and I think I need to just break it off.
I don't blame him or me. I have come to believe that we just don't fit together as well as we believed we did. I've had a lot happen in my life and I've been in a rough place for a while now. I think I just need to work on getting my life where it needs to be before I even think about being in a relationship. I'm so sad to lose all the dreams we had.. I was really looking forward to spending Christmas in England.. Guess I can go see my dad now with the money I was going to use for my trip to my SO. I haven't seen my dad in 3 years..
Anyways. Sorry for the depressing rant. Thank you everyone who has tried to help me. You all are wonderful and I'm very glad I joined this forum.
I don't blame him or me. I have come to believe that we just don't fit together as well as we believed we did. I've had a lot happen in my life and I've been in a rough place for a while now. I think I just need to work on getting my life where it needs to be before I even think about being in a relationship. I'm so sad to lose all the dreams we had.. I was really looking forward to spending Christmas in England.. Guess I can go see my dad now with the money I was going to use for my trip to my SO. I haven't seen my dad in 3 years..
Anyways. Sorry for the depressing rant. Thank you everyone who has tried to help me. You all are wonderful and I'm very glad I joined this forum.
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