I still think you are way overthinking this!
If you want to go see him again and see if this is the real deal, tell him that, and arrange a time to go see him - given that his work has taken priority that would be the 'sensible' thing to do.
You can then chose to either contact him a lot or not, in the run up to the visit - My guess would be just before it happened you two would talk more about the actual purpose of it, so you are not walking into things blindfolded... I did that with my ex, the first visit was kept purely innocent, as friends, to see if there was a spark. The second visit was to see if we both wanted this as much as the other - in person rather than via the interwebs. My third visit was to offer her comfort in a difficult time - I managed to wangle work to pay for my flights on that trip, but had to drive 6.5hrs through the storms for thanksgiving (PA- upstate NY). In the end, 2 months later it was over, and I had a broken heart, and significant financial loss to boot (on top of the plane tickets).
My point is that, if you keep distant, the relationship will die, as would any friendship. If you want to see if there more to it than a holiday romance, ask him if he wants to see the same as you, and if yes work out between you how to then make it happen. If he doesn't want to try, because of lots of factors personal to him and his life, then you know, and you can move on with your life. anything else just leaves you in limbo, and you do not seem to be the sort of person that can handle not having 'a plan'
If you want to go see him again and see if this is the real deal, tell him that, and arrange a time to go see him - given that his work has taken priority that would be the 'sensible' thing to do.
You can then chose to either contact him a lot or not, in the run up to the visit - My guess would be just before it happened you two would talk more about the actual purpose of it, so you are not walking into things blindfolded... I did that with my ex, the first visit was kept purely innocent, as friends, to see if there was a spark. The second visit was to see if we both wanted this as much as the other - in person rather than via the interwebs. My third visit was to offer her comfort in a difficult time - I managed to wangle work to pay for my flights on that trip, but had to drive 6.5hrs through the storms for thanksgiving (PA- upstate NY). In the end, 2 months later it was over, and I had a broken heart, and significant financial loss to boot (on top of the plane tickets).
My point is that, if you keep distant, the relationship will die, as would any friendship. If you want to see if there more to it than a holiday romance, ask him if he wants to see the same as you, and if yes work out between you how to then make it happen. If he doesn't want to try, because of lots of factors personal to him and his life, then you know, and you can move on with your life. anything else just leaves you in limbo, and you do not seem to be the sort of person that can handle not having 'a plan'
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