So my bf has birthday today and there was just no way for me to visit him. He got his presents on time so was able to open them in the morning, but that's all... There is noting else I can do for him to make this day special. It really sucks not to be able to do nice things for the person you love.
Also he's going out tonight with his friends, and camping tomorrow, which is great. I'm really happy that he'll spend fun time on his weekend, but.. I'm also so incredibly jealous! Of all these people that get to spend this time with him when I can't be there! For them it's just another party and trip while I'd do almost anything (almost, I don't want to overreact ) to be there with him these days.
I'm really trying not to be terrible girlfriend, and I'm truly happy that he won't be alone and miserable on his birthday, but I'm oh so jealous that it almost makes me want for him to just stay at home and watch Netflix instead of going out. <- ofc that's not true, that's the little devil sitting on my shoulder and whispering horrible things
I don't know if I can even express what I'm feeling right now, it's all so confusing mix of love, jealousy and longingness...
Also he's going out tonight with his friends, and camping tomorrow, which is great. I'm really happy that he'll spend fun time on his weekend, but.. I'm also so incredibly jealous! Of all these people that get to spend this time with him when I can't be there! For them it's just another party and trip while I'd do almost anything (almost, I don't want to overreact ) to be there with him these days.
I'm really trying not to be terrible girlfriend, and I'm truly happy that he won't be alone and miserable on his birthday, but I'm oh so jealous that it almost makes me want for him to just stay at home and watch Netflix instead of going out. <- ofc that's not true, that's the little devil sitting on my shoulder and whispering horrible things
I don't know if I can even express what I'm feeling right now, it's all so confusing mix of love, jealousy and longingness...
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