I hope this is the right section for this, and I hope this is okay for me to post.
We have been together for a year and 4 months ish, and we usually see each other every month and a half (sometimes it stretches to 2, but I know its a lot less than a lot of you) and I've recently been finding it very very difficult.
I left him a week ago and I am already feeling down about it. I know that every time I leave or he leaves we both get a feeling of emptiness, but recently it's as if I spend the time waiting to see him again, and you know when you're watching the time it goes so much slower and its just painful? thats what I feel.
Aside from that, I keep comparing our relationship to a long distance one and I know I shouldn't because it upsets me so much but every now and again I just think things like 'if we lived close I could come over just for a little while right now' and its mega depressing and I end up just thinking myself to tears.
Not to mention that now every time we Skype I get all sad because I want to see him and it makes him not want to talk to me as much, because who'd like to voluntarily get depressed for a couple hours a day...
I am just finding it very very hard, and it keeps coming between us it seems. I really don't know what to do.
Sigh.
What do you guys do when things get hard?
We have been together for a year and 4 months ish, and we usually see each other every month and a half (sometimes it stretches to 2, but I know its a lot less than a lot of you) and I've recently been finding it very very difficult.
I left him a week ago and I am already feeling down about it. I know that every time I leave or he leaves we both get a feeling of emptiness, but recently it's as if I spend the time waiting to see him again, and you know when you're watching the time it goes so much slower and its just painful? thats what I feel.
Aside from that, I keep comparing our relationship to a long distance one and I know I shouldn't because it upsets me so much but every now and again I just think things like 'if we lived close I could come over just for a little while right now' and its mega depressing and I end up just thinking myself to tears.
Not to mention that now every time we Skype I get all sad because I want to see him and it makes him not want to talk to me as much, because who'd like to voluntarily get depressed for a couple hours a day...
I am just finding it very very hard, and it keeps coming between us it seems. I really don't know what to do.
Sigh.
What do you guys do when things get hard?
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