Hiya, still a relative newbie to the forum, only posted once!!
I met my SO online and we met in person in October, I stayed with him for five weeks and we are still very much in love.
A lot of stuff has gone belly up and although I was meant to be seeing him in March that isn't looking very possible at the minute. He is on a flight back to his home country as I type this and has to makes ends meet there before I can even think about going over - and i also helped him out quite a bit financially meaning that I sacrificed a sooner visit to see him through his journey without worries.
These last few days whilst he's been on his way home through various airports etc (which I kept him company through Skype the whole time, hail the free airport wifi!!) I have felt a complete mixture of emotions and it feels almost as bad as the day I left him.
Doe anyone else get like this when they are months between visits? It's coming up for 4 months now, and while things haven't been easy my feelings for him are stronger than ever I wish I could close my eyes and not open them until he calls to say the visa application was successful and he's coming home to me and we don't have to do this anymore!!
I met my SO online and we met in person in October, I stayed with him for five weeks and we are still very much in love.
A lot of stuff has gone belly up and although I was meant to be seeing him in March that isn't looking very possible at the minute. He is on a flight back to his home country as I type this and has to makes ends meet there before I can even think about going over - and i also helped him out quite a bit financially meaning that I sacrificed a sooner visit to see him through his journey without worries.
These last few days whilst he's been on his way home through various airports etc (which I kept him company through Skype the whole time, hail the free airport wifi!!) I have felt a complete mixture of emotions and it feels almost as bad as the day I left him.
Doe anyone else get like this when they are months between visits? It's coming up for 4 months now, and while things haven't been easy my feelings for him are stronger than ever I wish I could close my eyes and not open them until he calls to say the visa application was successful and he's coming home to me and we don't have to do this anymore!!
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