Me and James have recently broken up. I don't think it is has sunk in yet. I just keep looking at my phone expecting a message from him. Our relationship was like a rollercoaster, we argued a lot about silly things, and I was very paranoid about everything. It got to the point where we both couldn't take it anymore. Right now I don't how I feel, I know that I will be ok without him one day, but I am never going to forget him now. He will always be on my mind and in my heart. I want this feeling to go away, I want to wake up and it will all be a dream, but that isn't going to happen. I don't blame James for ending things because I was pushing him away, and it couldn't have been nice for him. I know James will never ever see this message but if he does I want him to know that I will always love him, he will always have a big place in my heart and I will always be waiting for him, because he is my one and only.
Lauren x
Lauren x
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