I'm so excited and terrified.
I met my SO over a year ago through a video game and we've been together for about 6 months. Over that time, we've skyped, texted, called and been in pretty consistent contact...it's been pretty great getting to know him and seeing this develop. I'm amazed that a person who I have so much in common with and can have such stimulating conversations with is in my life now. I've never been into OLD or in a LDR. This has been pretty tough.
Tomorrow I will be taking the plane ride to meet him. Tomorrow holds so much possibility. We are both pretty nervous/excited. I've felt like I've missed him before(how do I miss someone I've never even met?) but now that I will be able to hold himand feel him, I know this is going to intensify.
I'm feeling insecure about my weight...he's seen full body pics of me but those were clothed. I got out of a pretty long relationship before he and I got involved and so I haven't been nude in front of a new person in a loooong time. Not to say that I will be naked in front of him for sure during this visit, but we've discussed that as something that is a real possibility . I know, I know, if he loves me if probably won't matter but that still makes me nervous.
Any advice for the first meet jitters or just the experience in general? I don't even know what to wear! We both know there might be some awkwardness initially since we are both pretty introverted...
I'm so excited, I don't know how I am going to sleep tonight.
I met my SO over a year ago through a video game and we've been together for about 6 months. Over that time, we've skyped, texted, called and been in pretty consistent contact...it's been pretty great getting to know him and seeing this develop. I'm amazed that a person who I have so much in common with and can have such stimulating conversations with is in my life now. I've never been into OLD or in a LDR. This has been pretty tough.
Tomorrow I will be taking the plane ride to meet him. Tomorrow holds so much possibility. We are both pretty nervous/excited. I've felt like I've missed him before(how do I miss someone I've never even met?) but now that I will be able to hold himand feel him, I know this is going to intensify.
I'm feeling insecure about my weight...he's seen full body pics of me but those were clothed. I got out of a pretty long relationship before he and I got involved and so I haven't been nude in front of a new person in a loooong time. Not to say that I will be naked in front of him for sure during this visit, but we've discussed that as something that is a real possibility . I know, I know, if he loves me if probably won't matter but that still makes me nervous.
Any advice for the first meet jitters or just the experience in general? I don't even know what to wear! We both know there might be some awkwardness initially since we are both pretty introverted...
I'm so excited, I don't know how I am going to sleep tonight.
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