Hi lovely people,
So, I am going to my SO for the first time around christmas. He has been here, in the Netherlands, 3 times now. First, he is coming here, so I don't have to fly alone to Budapest <where he lives>. The problem is, I will have to fly back alone. But I am just so scared. The only thing I can think about is that I might die on that plane. Even when he is flying I am always checking OK did the plain arrive already <he has to go by train to my hometown for 3 hours after landing by plane>.
It's just, the way back, when I have to go alone, is frightening me soooo much. I just don't know if I can do it, but I don't want to dissapoint him and his parents. Plus, the flight will only take about 1,5 hour. What's there to be scared of? Rationally I can think like that, but my feelings say something else...
Please help
Love,
Amber
So, I am going to my SO for the first time around christmas. He has been here, in the Netherlands, 3 times now. First, he is coming here, so I don't have to fly alone to Budapest <where he lives>. The problem is, I will have to fly back alone. But I am just so scared. The only thing I can think about is that I might die on that plane. Even when he is flying I am always checking OK did the plain arrive already <he has to go by train to my hometown for 3 hours after landing by plane>.
It's just, the way back, when I have to go alone, is frightening me soooo much. I just don't know if I can do it, but I don't want to dissapoint him and his parents. Plus, the flight will only take about 1,5 hour. What's there to be scared of? Rationally I can think like that, but my feelings say something else...
Please help
Love,
Amber
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