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    So. We met. I drove him to the airport today.

    That was one of the hardest things ive ever done in my life. I was fine until i got to the car... and now it's worse (that was at 1230 ish). My chest hurts, I can't stop crying. I just miss him so bad. I don't know if I'm so emotional cuz I'm so sleep deprived (lol!) or because he's gone. But I'm really really sad. I miss him so bad. It's so painful. Holy crap is it painful. I thought i'd be fine. Definitely not fine. He's so perfect. He is SO perfect. At least for me. I'll write more later, or answer any questions anyone has.
    Last edited by tulipgirl; March 8, 2015, 07:51 PM.

    #2
    Saying goodbye is never easy. My bf and I see each other every 3 months and it sucks when we part every single time. It makes it easier if you have a date to look forward to! Try to figure out your next meeting...that way you can be excited about something! =)
    "I ran to him. I dropped my luggage and ran to him. My heart melted in my chest as I wrapped my arms around his neck. I could feel him. I could kiss him. I could smell him. He was real. He was here. He is mine."

    He could be a million miles away...and still be worth every single mile <3

    We met in 2012
    We became a couple in April 2014
    Our lips first met August 8, 2014
    Our beautiful 2nd visit was November 2014
    Hoping to visit again for a New Years kiss
    We'll spend my birthday and Valentines day in each other's arms <3 - Feb 2015
    Our "spring break" in March 2015
    Summer fun - June 2015
    DISNEY WORLD!!! Sept 2015



    LOVE > DISTANCE
    QUALITY > CONVENIENCE

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      #3
      It was hard enough to figure out this one. He's always busy. I'm trying to convince him to come live with me so I don't have to be away from him, but hes concerned of the risk, because we may break up or something and then what. ugh. It's so hard. 8000000x harder spending 5 days with him and now him being gone, than it is only being able to skype him. I keep crying lol. I don't know how to make it better. He should be able to come in May, i may kidnap him tho. Tough shit ;P

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        #4
        Give yourself the time to be sad and get those tears out. Don't think you gotta play tough and emotionless! Take some time to heal and then focus on moving forward!

        ~
        It'll take a lot more than words and guns
        A whole lot more than riches and muscle
        The hands of the many must join as one
        And together we'll cross the river

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          #5
          Each time you say goodbye, its the most horrible pain. I know exactly what you're feeling. There really isn't much of a way to make it pass more quickly. Just know that it WILL pass. Within a few days, you'll notice you're feeling a bit better. But during those first couple of days, try to spend time with friends to get your mind off of it, and just remember that it will get better.
          Whatever is meant to be will always find its way.

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            #6
            Thank you, it's so true! Today is the first day I didn't cry, so far! I do feel better. I am still sad hes gone but my heart isn't breaking anymore and I can actually function. It really is the most horrible pain, it's like he died and I'm mourning him. He's coming again in May sometime, and i'm trying to convince him to stay for good, it is a huge huge risk and makes me nervous but I know he's the one and I'm willing to risk it for the sake of having a future with the most perfect man I have ever met in my life, (This includes his loud chewing, snoring, leaving the toilet seat up and having stinky breath) lolol. I appreciate your comment faith_patience_believe.

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              #7
              Originally posted by tulipgirl View Post
              Thank you, it's so true! Today is the first day I didn't cry, so far! I do feel better. I am still sad hes gone but my heart isn't breaking anymore and I can actually function. It really is the most horrible pain, it's like he died and I'm mourning him. He's coming again in May sometime, and i'm trying to convince him to stay for good, it is a huge huge risk and makes me nervous but I know he's the one and I'm willing to risk it for the sake of having a future with the most perfect man I have ever met in my life, (This includes his loud chewing, snoring, leaving the toilet seat up and having stinky breath) lolol. I appreciate your comment faith_patience_believe.
              I'm glad you're feeling better! Good luck with everything!
              Whatever is meant to be will always find its way.

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                #8
                Thank you . I appreciate you!

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