I hate doing things by myself. I wrote before how I rely too much on my SO. Today I'm doing it again.
This night I was supposed to go to swim practice for the first time. My SO was going to go with me because he's a doll and loves me and supports me too much. But now he remembered he needs to go to school today. So I could potentially take him to his mom's house so he could use his sister's car to go to school while I use our car to go to practice. Instead, I'm saying it's better to wait. I don't want to go by myself!
It's not just the language barrier (because let's admit it, there's not much of a language barrier anymore), this is how I've always been. I like to do things with a friend. When I traveled by myself I was never really by myself. I always met someone to hang out with. I don't mind doing new things and going new places. I love it. I just want to do it with someone else.
I'm such a freaking wuss. Maybe I can get over my wussiness and actually take my ass to swimming today. I just wish someone was going with me.
Then again, it wouldn't be the end of the world to just wait until Monday, right?
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So I did a little more research and found a pool that's about 3 minutes from where I work. They also have a Master's team, but you're required to go 4 times a week (at awful times) and to all the competitions. I don't want to be required to do anything. So I'm thinking of maybe just trying to go by myself and do my own workouts. I'm pretty bad at motivating myself (thus the not going to practice today), but I'm hoping I can at least get a little workout in by myself. I could go right after I get off of work, when I get off early. We'll see how it goes...