Right now, you might have guessed, I am at the bottom. My clocks went back last Sunday, his don't till this Sunday. "Yes!" I thought, "Only a 4 hour time difference this week!" I thought we'd get more time to talk together and hang out. But of course not. Because he is an Engineer and they work stupid hours. Monday was our 2 year anniversary. If my clocks hadn't gone back, I probably wouldn't have talked to him at all, because he got back so late. Last night, we didn't talk at all. I stayed up late, even though I have to be up on a Wednesday morning for work, and still nothing. I got tired of waiting and went to bed. Woke up to a message saying he got back till really late and he was sorry blah blah blah. Sorry but it won't stop him keeping on doing it.
I can't help but think this is all I've got to look forward too. When I can over there, there will be 3-4 months of having no work permit, then who knows how long it will take me to get a job once I get the permit. I will have to learn to drive, but in the meantime I'll be stuck in the apartment all day, everyday waiting till he comes home. And if he's coming back 8 at night... I'm going to be so lonely
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I hate being at the bottom... hope we can have this out later so I can get back to the top.
Hang in there! Can you make a guestimate at how much longer this visa might be?
The visa should take 7 months. we're almost 4 months in. but I just saw one UK one take 11... so I really don't know anymore. this year = pile of shit pretty much covers it.
Always here to listen if you need to vent.