((Alright, I'm posting this in response to the thread about making a happy days section of this forum and us being encouraged to post happier things. I'm not trying to rub this is anyone's face or make anyone feel bad with it))
This last weekend I got to spend with my boyfriend and some how we managed to arrange to see each other each month for January, February and March. Over the weekend we went to check out the school I'll be going to and my boyfriend took me around and showed me around his town. We were talking about the apartments that would be good for me/us (I'll be living alone until his lease is up and he moves in with me) and looking at different complexes. I spent a lot of time with his friends this weekend too who were so nice to me, his best friend even gave me a hug at the end of the night. I'm starting to feel so good about closing the distance. Sure I'm scared out of my mind but it's a much needed change.
I've felt for a long time that I've had to battle for my relationship and to even make it work, and for the first time things are slowly falling into place and getting easier. We're even getting a long better now that well, the end is in sight.
This weekend I also broke down crying to him, just apologizing over and over. I told him how sorry I was for picking on him and pushing him away when I should have been pulling him close. He told me how much he understood and he knows I'm not really like that, it's just the distance and me being lonely and he's right. It was such a relief to hear that he wasn't hold my crappy behavior against me ... it was like a ton had be lifted from my shoulders.
Anyone else have any good news to share?
This last weekend I got to spend with my boyfriend and some how we managed to arrange to see each other each month for January, February and March. Over the weekend we went to check out the school I'll be going to and my boyfriend took me around and showed me around his town. We were talking about the apartments that would be good for me/us (I'll be living alone until his lease is up and he moves in with me) and looking at different complexes. I spent a lot of time with his friends this weekend too who were so nice to me, his best friend even gave me a hug at the end of the night. I'm starting to feel so good about closing the distance. Sure I'm scared out of my mind but it's a much needed change.
I've felt for a long time that I've had to battle for my relationship and to even make it work, and for the first time things are slowly falling into place and getting easier. We're even getting a long better now that well, the end is in sight.
This weekend I also broke down crying to him, just apologizing over and over. I told him how sorry I was for picking on him and pushing him away when I should have been pulling him close. He told me how much he understood and he knows I'm not really like that, it's just the distance and me being lonely and he's right. It was such a relief to hear that he wasn't hold my crappy behavior against me ... it was like a ton had be lifted from my shoulders.
Anyone else have any good news to share?
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