Well as of this evening, and a sort of mutual agreement...we're on an indefinite break. Not officially broken up, but not officially together either... I'm not as torn up as I thought I'd be, but I still hope that we end up together for real someday... I really do. I just love him so damn much...and he loves me unimaginably so too... But his life is just falling apart right now and his friends all hate me and his best friend is threatening to end their lifelong friendship if ever officially gets back together with me...just so much going on, he doesn't need the pressure of a relationship...an official one. So I guess it's a "complicated" relationship...if that makes sense. Still together in a sense, but no acting like a couple...indefinitely. Hmph
I just...ugh I just need a hug...from someone. And an appetite so I can eat all the chocolate in the house...

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