Sadly I haven't had as much time to be as active on the forums lately, since starting a new job and going to school full time. Some days I barely even have time to speak to my SO (he is very busy as well) but we always try to make at least a few minutes. He was just here for an extended weekend but left early this morning and I already miss him terribly. He left so early and all I wanted to do was curl up in a ball and go back to sleep...but the bed just felt too empty so I decided to get up. I was kind of proud of myself, I didn't cry at all until after he walked out the door. It's not that it's any easier, but at least I know I will see him again in just over 50 days. Is it silly that I countdown everything? I feel like it is what gets me through...knowing that in x amount of time I will be with him again. I'll be moving in with him in just over 300 days. Here is a pic from our last visit
I love this man so much.

I love this man so much.




I'll be 28 in November (and get to spend my birthday with him!) and he just turned 25. So we have most of our lives ahead of us, but I'm just so darned impatient! At least I know if we can continue through this then in August at the latest I will be moving in with him. I just try to take it one visit at a time and look forward to that. I'm so jealous you get to see your SO so much, but so happy for you!






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