Sadly I haven't had as much time to be as active on the forums lately, since starting a new job and going to school full time. Some days I barely even have time to speak to my SO (he is very busy as well) but we always try to make at least a few minutes. He was just here for an extended weekend but left early this morning and I already miss him terribly. He left so early and all I wanted to do was curl up in a ball and go back to sleep...but the bed just felt too empty so I decided to get up. I was kind of proud of myself, I didn't cry at all until after he walked out the door. It's not that it's any easier, but at least I know I will see him again in just over 50 days. Is it silly that I countdown everything? I feel like it is what gets me through...knowing that in x amount of time I will be with him again. I'll be moving in with him in just over 300 days. Here is a pic from our last visit
I love this man so much.
I love this man so much.
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