I don't know where I stand with my SO right now. She's been in a LDR before, with her ex for 7 years, so she's completely used to long distance. But this is all new and intimidating for me. I'm quite an independant woman, so I don't need someone to be with be all the time, which is why long distance works for us.
At first we used to Skype nearly every day. We'd spend all day talking on kik or Skype, calling for 3/4 hours at the time. I'd wake up to messages from her and vise versa. And then it all stopped. Lately she's been really busy, and her family are getting her down. I haven't woken up to a Good Morning message in a month. She doesn't bother messaging me when she's at work anymore, and most of the time she's too tired or in a bad mood, so she doesn't want to call.
Today I've had the day from hell at work, and I tried talking to her about it, but she just seemed to dismiss it and said that she was still upset over something her mum said yesterday, and told me she was going to sleep it off. But then I find her talking to other people on Tumblr.
I've told her that I feel like she's being distant countless times, and she always apologises and tells me that she's just super busy and everything. I don't know. I feel like communication is beginning to lack. Maybe it's just a rough patch, but my insecurities are telling me that I'm losing her.
At first we used to Skype nearly every day. We'd spend all day talking on kik or Skype, calling for 3/4 hours at the time. I'd wake up to messages from her and vise versa. And then it all stopped. Lately she's been really busy, and her family are getting her down. I haven't woken up to a Good Morning message in a month. She doesn't bother messaging me when she's at work anymore, and most of the time she's too tired or in a bad mood, so she doesn't want to call.
Today I've had the day from hell at work, and I tried talking to her about it, but she just seemed to dismiss it and said that she was still upset over something her mum said yesterday, and told me she was going to sleep it off. But then I find her talking to other people on Tumblr.
I've told her that I feel like she's being distant countless times, and she always apologises and tells me that she's just super busy and everything. I don't know. I feel like communication is beginning to lack. Maybe it's just a rough patch, but my insecurities are telling me that I'm losing her.
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