In my previous post, I was unsure of if I was still going to see my love. I posted about having health issues and was worried it would prevent me from seeing him. I've decided that I'm going to make that long trip to go see him. The pros weigh out the cons. Meaning, if I stayed here, I'd be sitting at home alone, being bored and having trouble starting my day. Over here I don't really have anyone to help me because my mom is at work on the weekdays, so I'm alone the whole time. However, my SO said that if I were to go there, he'd help take care of me. He said that he took a few weeks off work so that he would be home with me while I was there. He also promised that he would help me with my eating schedule, and we would get out and go walking to get some exercise (which my doctor told me to do but I have trouble with that) and that he would help me kick all this health issue stuff in the butt.
I'm still worried about that flight though...My trip totals 21 hours.. I got some heated socks, music on my phone, a comfortable jacket, and a blanket for the plane. My biggest issue is when my pain hits. It's hard to ignore it or hard to remind myself that I'm fine. I've only been on my meds for a week, so hopefully it will kick in more by the time I leave. I know that I want to keep pushing forward for him and that once I make this trip, I'll see him and be on my way to getting better. I have 9 days left, so I'm trying to stay positive.
I'm still worried about that flight though...My trip totals 21 hours.. I got some heated socks, music on my phone, a comfortable jacket, and a blanket for the plane. My biggest issue is when my pain hits. It's hard to ignore it or hard to remind myself that I'm fine. I've only been on my meds for a week, so hopefully it will kick in more by the time I leave. I know that I want to keep pushing forward for him and that once I make this trip, I'll see him and be on my way to getting better. I have 9 days left, so I'm trying to stay positive.
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