I am nearly always the one who has to initiate conversations, be it through call or text. Every time I tell myself "wait until he contacts you now", but sometimes it gets to like four days and then I just cave and message him. Sometimes I wonder how long it would actually get to if I just left it. I just feel like I am the one making all the effort to talk to him.
Thing is, I don't really want to mention it to him, for the sole reason that I think it's quite an immature thing to get upset over, is it not? I don't know. It feels like something I would have gotten upset over when I was 16 (In fact I remember the whole, he never messages first "game"!), and I thought I was better than that now.
I guess I don't know if I should feel immature for this bothering me or not. He always accuses me of making problems where there aren't any, and maybe I'm doing it again, I dunno. We don't talk all that much as it is, which he knows bothers me but I'm slowly growing accustomed to. But a bit of balance in the small amount of contact would be nice.
Thing is, I don't really want to mention it to him, for the sole reason that I think it's quite an immature thing to get upset over, is it not? I don't know. It feels like something I would have gotten upset over when I was 16 (In fact I remember the whole, he never messages first "game"!), and I thought I was better than that now.
I guess I don't know if I should feel immature for this bothering me or not. He always accuses me of making problems where there aren't any, and maybe I'm doing it again, I dunno. We don't talk all that much as it is, which he knows bothers me but I'm slowly growing accustomed to. But a bit of balance in the small amount of contact would be nice.
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