So a bit of a back story; I told him on Sunday that I love him, I think it's fair to assume that he was really quite shocked (it took him 13 minutes to reply on IM and I genuinely thought he'd had a heart attack) and then we had a conversation about our concerns about actually having a LDR as we hadn't exactly made anything offical. He told me about how worried he was about falling in love with a girl 12 thousand miles away and that the way he was hurt with his ex has generally left him quite wary of relationships in general. She cheated on him and on their anniversary didn't show up to a date instead texting him that she was back with her ex boyfriend and that's just how it is.
He told me that when that relationship ended he was borderline suicidal and if he didn't have to work to support his family then he probably wouldn't be alive today. He'd never told anyone that before and I did feel very privileged that he'd told me. He said that he didn't feel that way now and he was glad that he was getting it out. Then we had to turn the computer off, it was past 3am here and he needed to go to work but said that he would be back later that night (his time) and that he was ok.
Well, it's been two days, and I'm not going to lie I am slightly freaking out. The rationalist in me is saying that his computer, which is the source of ENDLESS problems, has gone cookoo and stopped working again. But then there's a part of me that's like I freaked him out so much he's got hit by a car or something..
So yeah, I'm sure now that I've written this I'll hear from him within the hour (it's just sod's law) but I wanted to know if anyone else goes through the same thing?
Thanks for reading
He told me that when that relationship ended he was borderline suicidal and if he didn't have to work to support his family then he probably wouldn't be alive today. He'd never told anyone that before and I did feel very privileged that he'd told me. He said that he didn't feel that way now and he was glad that he was getting it out. Then we had to turn the computer off, it was past 3am here and he needed to go to work but said that he would be back later that night (his time) and that he was ok.
Well, it's been two days, and I'm not going to lie I am slightly freaking out. The rationalist in me is saying that his computer, which is the source of ENDLESS problems, has gone cookoo and stopped working again. But then there's a part of me that's like I freaked him out so much he's got hit by a car or something..
So yeah, I'm sure now that I've written this I'll hear from him within the hour (it's just sod's law) but I wanted to know if anyone else goes through the same thing?
Thanks for reading
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