The hardest part for me was actually being at the airport and realizing he's not coming back home with me. When we we're at the gate saying bye, I could see my dad tear up and I just broke down and grabbed my boyfriend for a hug and then he started crying too and we reminded each other that we would be together again soon and that we love each other so much. We gave each other lots of kisses and hugs and then I had to let him go and that was so hard. I cried the whole way home. Thankfully he left me his hoodie so I put it on when I got home and it still smelled like him so it was very comforting.
Also, going back to how things were before was pretty hard. While he was here we didnt always have our phones by us because we didnt have to text or call each other and it was just so different being in person so having to go back to the time difference and texting and calling instead of talking face to face and getting to touch him, smell him, feel him, was very hard but it just makes me more excited to finally be together again because I know how amazing it is =)
Also, going back to how things were before was pretty hard. While he was here we didnt always have our phones by us because we didnt have to text or call each other and it was just so different being in person so having to go back to the time difference and texting and calling instead of talking face to face and getting to touch him, smell him, feel him, was very hard but it just makes me more excited to finally be together again because I know how amazing it is =)
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